It hurts.

A million thoughts running circles in my head. The bad thing about a circle, though, is you don't get anywhere. No matter what, you end up back at square one. Square one. It hurts.

So, recently, a friend of mine dissapeared. Physically, emotionally, the whole shabang. Well, I know where she is but, even then, a person that doesn't want to be found, wont be. It really hurts. I was always there for her. I listened and I didn't judge. I cried with her and I loved her. I thought that she needed for me for a while, and maybe she did. She doesn't anymore. It hurts.

I feel like falling apart. I don't know what I did wrong. In those 4/5 of me that I hide, I hide well. I feel like I am so shallow to the world around me, the parts that I expose to people are the parts that are easy. Easy is good. It hurts.

When will anything ever be good enough?

It hurts.

Life hurts.

But, tomorrow is only a sunrise away.